I'm sick of being angry, pissed off and generally in a bad mood. I really try to hide it, but it'll stop working very soon. I don't want anyone else to be put down by my feelings, so I try like hell to dumb the feeling down. However, the more I try to be happy, the more I get angry and upset because it's all just an act.
I haven't had a good day in about 4 weeks. I'm not kidding. Please please can I have a reasonably good day tomorrow?
I think not.
Bleurgh.
All I can think about is next week. I hope i'm in a good mood then, although there are several reasons why I won't be. I must not ruin it for everyone else.
Until next time.
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