Saturday, 19 June 2010

Four.

Dear Caroline/Did/Shon/Nat/Every other name under the sun that I have for you,

You are the best sister in the whole entire universe, and I'm not exaggerating. I love you more than I could ever express. You're the only person that knows me completely inside out, and I you. We've had such a laugh. We've been through it all, together. I don't know what I would do without you in my life. I look at some people who are the only child in their household and imagine what it would be like to be in their situation. Except I can't imagine it for one second. Especially because we have no cousins or relatives around our age. The fact that I'm the eldest makes it even better. I love your curious questions about everything. Everything I've already been through that you haven't yet. I'm not saying I'm majorly experienced with everything, but I have an edge compared to you, and I love answering your curious mind. It is my pleasure to advise and warn you about possibilities in the future, making you less scared, worried, naive and gullible. Although, you have always been extremely gullible ;). One thing I don't like about being the oldest sibling, though, is the fact that I have to do everything before you do. I have to plunge into the unknown, whereas you always have some sort of idea about what's coming up ahead, no matter how small. I wish I had that...

Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelovelovelovelovelove,
Lizzy/Biz/Bian/etc.

xxxxxxx

Friday, 18 June 2010

Three.

OMGGGGG 1000 PAGE VIEWS ON DA!!


Dear Mum and Dad,

Thanks for supporting through everything, especially in the past 2 years. I'm sorry I don't help you much in return, but once my exams are over I promise I'll chip in more and pay you back for being there in the hardest times of my life. Thank you for raising me to be who I am, encouraging me to improve my skills and talents, no matter how different they are to your personal achievements. I'm sorry I'm not following an amazingly academic career, even though I'm able to, but I promise that I'll make you proud in the future. Thanks for not being majorly pushy and giving me enough freedom to make my own mistakes and learn from them.

Oh, and Dad, I have 2 exams left. They're the same subject and they're in about a weeks time. Please stop telling me that I need to go up to my room to study for 5 hours a day ;) :L.

With unconditional love,

Lizzy xxx

Thursday, 17 June 2010

Two.

Dear Crush-maybe-I'm-not-really-sure-whether-I-like-you-that-way-anymore,

Everytime we meet up it always adds to the tip top of the most funniest moments in my life. There's always something hilarious that becomes our new obsession until the next time we meet. I love you for that. Maybe in a normal really good friend way, or maybe in another way - I'm really not sure at all. I hope that we'll be great friends for the rest of our lives, as you said that we would. Perhaps I will enjoy being with you even more when I am married or taken and not unsure about whether I like you in that way or not, so I won't be so nervous that you'll think that I like you in that way by something stupid I might say. Every time I think of you I smile. I smile at your funny comments and banter. I smile at how you're so very very similar to me. I smile because, although we don't see each other as often as we would like, you are one of my best friends in the world. The only thing is, I don't know whether I like you for something more. I'm so confused.

Love,
Lizzy xx

Wednesday, 16 June 2010

One.

Yeah, okayy.... it's my second blog in an hour... maybe even half an hour... whatever.

Credit to Hanny.. Sorry, but it's such a good idea and she's 'totally awesome!'

You can either send it to them (anonymously or with your name) or keep them to yourself. On this day you write a letter to:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish you could forgive
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you hugged
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


One.

Dear Besties,

Oh dear, where to begin?
I actually don't have a clue what to say...

Okay....

Since I've known you all, we've had such amazing times. I can't imagine what I would be like now sharing those times with people other than you, and I am so lucky to have such an amazing group of best friends! I will cherish all our memories for the rest of my life (seriously, no kidding - you know what I'm like.) and I hope that, although we're going to take completely different paths in the future, we will stay in touch. Not because we have to stay in touch, but because we want to. I'm really looking forward to all the stuff in store for the rest of our time over the summer, and I hope the fact that we're all taking immensly different subjects doesn't come in between our close friendship...

With lots of love,
Lizzy

xxxx

OMFG.

So yeah.

I'm following Drew Carey on Blogspot.
At least I think it's him. It's pretty convincing.
Jealous much?

Until next time,

Sunday, 23 May 2010

deviantART

Hello again Bloggers :)

Just a quick update on my oh-so-interesting life:

- I'm shitting myself about my English Lit exam on Tuesday.
- It's sunny!
- Unfortunately, at the same time as my revision schedules ¬¬
- I seem to be developing a much bigger and more unhealthy obsession with deviantART recently. Probably because my brain wants to escape the 'PANIC! THERE'S EXAMS!' mode. I do spend a lot of time I should be spending revising on these silly little devART contests and stuff that I never win, but I absolutely love doing it anyway and I want more page views ;). Therefore, I have come up with a cool idea to measure the average amount of page views I get per day, starting from today...

Current DevART Page Views: 856.

Until next time.

Thursday, 13 May 2010

What's Blogspot again?

Oh, hello.

Woweeeeeee it's been a while.
Not that anyone cares or has been missing my random updates of crappiness.

So yeah, what have I been doing?
Well, not much tbh, just wading through the remaining days of school, a few exams here and there and a lot of revision in the evenings. Supposedly.
I am totally unprepared for RE, Biology and English Lit (Y).

Once study leave comes it will be full on revision dawn til dusk. And then a little bit after dusk.
I can't do little bits at a time. I find it's better when I have a full day of revision of about 4/5 subjects and then I feel like I've actually DONE something.

Tomorrow's the last normal day of school. Ever.
I don't really know what to feel. One part of me is excited and ready to move on. The fact that the school looks insanely young when I walk through the doors is the sign of that. I am getting rather annoyed at petty year 7s, petty arguments and petty rules.
On the other hand, part of me feels upset. After all, I have been there for 5 years and met amazing people that I will never, ever forget. I know it sounds cheesy, but the people in that school have made me who I am today. I am grateful for all the support and great opportunities I have had during my time at Millais, and it will always have a place in my heart. :)
There is also a small part of me that feels numb inside. It's an emptiness, a fear of the unknown and a knowing that it will get a lot harder from here. I just hope it goes alright. (yn )

Wow. Enough of the emotional speech.
Now it's time for RE revision!! :D

¬¬

At least it's only temporary...

Until next time.