Stuff.

Hello, it's me again... long time no see, huh?

I don't really know why I'm writing this, due to the fact that nothing significant has really happened, but yeahhh.

Soooo...

- I went to see HARRY POTTER!!!! *cough*. HARRY FREAKING POTTER. It was awesome.
- All my subjects are going reaaaally well, so I'm very pleased - at the beginning I wasn't sure they'd work out, what with all the workload, but although there IS a lot of work, I'm handling it well.
- I'm making loads of new friends that I feel like I've known for a lot longer than just 2 months <3.
- Photography and art are getting proper exciting tbh. Own individual projects :D. But both deadlined at the same time :/.
- Feeling a lot healthier generally, those brisk walks really do help.
- Not feeling so angry now as I did earlier this year, which must be a good sign! I'm not in a super amazing mood all the time tbh, but I'm a lot more positive.
- My spots are receeding and my eyesight isn't changing (which is a first for this time of year since about year 4)!!
- Feel more confident in who I am. For some reason, in these last few months I've decided that I'll show the real me, whether other people like it or not, rather than hiding away and being self conscious. I'm not saying I'm some loud outgoing person, but I'm not as afraid to talk to people or to have a laugh. I've been too serious in the past.
- In some ways I'm not missing the past, cause it wasn't that great most of the time, but in some ways there are little things that were good that I want to keep the same... 'cept they're not.
- In an arty mood CONSTANTLY cause of my subjects... but that's not a bad thing, right?
- Found more patience for those who were seriously annoying before.
- Driving lessons are amaaaaaaaaze! Gone up to 70mph on my 6th lesson in gear 5, done two lane roundabouts, three point turns and parrallel parking. S'all good.
- The apprentice is on tonight!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mood of the Day: Content, but busy.
Random Fact: On November the 11th, I got 73 pageviews on DeviantArt!

UNT. xx

Christmas Shopping.

So I suppose I've bought my first Christmas present...
I bought a ticket for my sister so she can see Taylor Swift at the O2.
And it was my idea.

Who's the awesomest sister?
She knows about this, of course - I had to check she could actually GO on that day.
So now she's jumping about and playing those whiney cat noises from her stereo more than ever, which will continue until the 30th March next year.

But hey, I'm awesome. Little does she know that I'm going to be using her ticket as a ransome for the next 5 months.

e.g.

"Go get me a cup of tea, or I'll cancel the booking."
*sister screams and runs to get a cup of tea*.

:).
UNT.

Wake up in the morning feeling like Winehouse.

Random Fact: I've been to the cinema 4 times in the last 30 days...
Mood of the Day: Pretty happy, really :D.

So i'll leave you with this:

:L.
Bye now,
UNT.

28-9-10

Random Fact: I am currently using a whole toilet roll as a substitute of a box of kleenex, as that has run out. I want to cut my nose off.
Mood of the Day: Icky. Beyond icky.

22-9-10

Random Fact: I was going to post on this blog yesterday, but my internet was down.

Mood of the Day: Above average happiness, but a little Uncomfortable.

UNT.

20-9-10

Random Fact: My art teacher said I had the makings of a graphic designer today, without even knowing my career ambition!

Mood of the Day: Not-quite-with-it.

18-9-10

Random Fact: It's 3 weeks today until my 17th Birthday :).

Mood of the Day: Sleepy/Daunted.

Daily Feature... Maybe?

From now on, I'm going to do two things:
1. Post a random fact about me.
2. Post my mood of the day.

Boring, I know, but bored people do boring things to stop them from being bored.


So, without further ado;

Random Fact: My favourite squash is apple, but whenever I drink it, I end up with a stomach ache and/or throw up.

Mood of the Day: Above Average Happiness.

UNT.

Alors on danse.

Be be be, be be be beeeeeeh beeeh.

:)

Simple are the things that make life worth living.

It's just a simple thing.
Thank you :).

Wow.

Wow. You still don't get it, do you?
I'm fed up of this.

:(

So it's come to the point where I have to use this as a way of expressing myself, due to the fact that actual human beings don't bother to care or listen to me, or even know I exist. Fantastic.

Basically, get me to college NOW. I'm fed up of being misled by people thinking I'm their friend and then they just throw it back at me as if my time and friendship was all just an inconvenience for them. Now they have an excuse to abandon me and not tell me anything or actually do anything with me.

Hopefully college will be different :).
I'm actually looking forward to it now.

Until next time.

Eleven.

There are so many people I could address this to - Auntie Janice, Grandma Watson, Grandad Hillier - I want you to know that you will always have a place in my heart <3.

However, I'm going to address this to grandad Watson.

Dear grandad Watson,

I remember when I found out you weren't related to me. I was at my mums freinds house when she asked my mum how her step father was. I sat on the staircase with my head in my hands. But I wasn't crying. After the initial shock, it didn't matter. You were my grandad. You would always be my grandad. Being a grandad to someone is more than just being blood related. It's being there for your grandchildren. Supporting them as they grow up.

I'm focusing particularly on you at the moment because of the fact that it was Fathers Day about a week ago. I saw cards with 'best grandad on the front'. For one wild second I was going to choose one and buy it. Then I remembered that I didn't have a grandad anymore. I almost had to walk out of the shop straight away. And the main reason why I am addressing this letter to you and not to grandad Hillier is because he died when I was seven. I didn't see him through the same, more mature, eyes as I saw you. And I only have one tiny memory of him. You were much more real to me - not because I was closer to you, but because I remember you more vividly as I grew older.

The last time I saw you, you were asleep in your bed at the hospice. I neevr got a chance to talk to you for that reason. But when we left the hospice I remember whispering 'goodbye, I love you' to myself. I knew what was coming and I dreaded it. The next day we got a phone call to say you had passed away. I wish I could have said goodbye properly.

Rest in Peace, Grandad Watson.
I still love you,
Lizzy xx

Ten.

Dear Rosie,

I wish we could talk to each other more often, like we did when we were at primary school. We're so completely different, it's hard to see why we were best friends to start with! Every time I talk to you at school or at someones party, we just talk as if we never grew apart. For a few shining moments we're back to being about 8 years old again. To tell you the truth, I miss those days. I loved being your best friend and I wish that I could go back, just for one day, to what we used to be - bloody weird, i'll admit it. I mean, Waterboatman Behind Bars Album? What were we on?

Of course now we've chosen different paths and we've drifted away from each other, but I hope that doesn't mean that we forget all those amazing memories or stop talking to each other when we happen to pass in the street or at college.

With love,
Lizzy xx

PROM TOMORROW!

It's weird cause I wasn't that bothered on Monday.

Things done:
- Legs shaved
- Legs tanned (not that people will see it with my dress being full length, but what the heck.)
- Eyebrows plucked
- Nails filed and painted

Things to do before bed:
- Face pack
- Moisturise
- Lotion on legs
- Shower +hair
- Pack for Hannahs.


Waheeyyyyy!
Can't actually wait.
:D

Until next time, when I will probably be dead from lack of sleep or a hole in my foot created by the 6cmx4cm blister that is already on the bottom of my foot.

Nine.

And no, I'm not going to do the person who you think I'll do.

Dear Mr. Marshall Mathers,

Even as I'm writing this I'm listening to your new album 'Recovery'. I got it on the day it came out at 10:30 am. Can I just say it's effing genius? Cinderella Man is epic. I also like Space Bound, So Bad, On Fire, Cold Wind Blows and Almost Famous.

Basically, I love the whole thing. It's your best album to date - well done, you deserve it after all you've been through in the last few years.

You don't know how much I'd love to see you in concert, or meet you. It would make my life. End of. We couldn't be more different if we tried. I'm a 16 year old girl living in West Sussex, England. You're a 37 year old male who grew up in 8 mile, Detroit. You probably weren't aiming to appeal to my sort of audience, but I couldn't help but fall in love with your songs. You are a lyrical genius. I remember first hearing your music in my best friends Ford KA in year 4, and I absolutely loved it. I requested it whenever I was getting a lift with her mum. Then I forgot about you for a while until I stumbled across one of your songs on youtube. I instantly remembered when and where I first heard it and who it was. Ever since, I have been a huge fan and I love how you don't take shit from anyone. You are truely unique. Oh, and nice beats and baselines.

Once, one of your songs made me cry. I've never cried at a song before. Who thought rap would bring someone to tears?!

All Hail the King of Rap!
Yours faithfully,

Lizzy xx

Eight.

Dear My Favourite Internet Friend,

You are so supportive about everything I do on the forum, and we have such a laugh :L.
I adore your love for Brendan Block, and 'Badum Wolfum' ;).
Even though you're a lot older than me, we talk like we're both besotted teenagers! I promise I'll finish that fanfic sometime.

BRENDANNNN!

Love,
Lizzy x

Seven (wow, where did that week go?).

Dear Ex-crush (I don't even know who this is really),

I cannot believe I liked you. I know I was about 5 or something ridiculous, but I am ashamed of myself. It was a while back that I added you on facebook and I looked at your profile picture and said:

"WTF. Is that the same person?"

It was really weird. Bad weird.
Oh, and if you're wondering, I don't remotely like you at all anymore.

:S,
Lizzy xx

Six.

Dear stranger,

We met only a few hours ago in BHS when you said you liked my skirt. You may be a stranger, but I love it when people randomly talk to other people because they're there. You looked like such a polite, caring elderly gentleman with respected morals, and I always wonder when I meet someone like you about the story of your life and your interests. I wonder whether you have grandchildren, I wonder what age you are and I wonder about the things that make life what it is for you. At the same, it made me feel sad. It is awful that nobody says 'hello' anymore to each other. It's often like people are scared to approach each other in case of being infected by a deadly disease. Everyone's so busy all the time, and never stop to talk to someone they don't know. You may have only said that one small thing, but you brightened my day, and I hope you continue to brighten other peoples days just for the sake of being nice.

Keep giving people hope,
Lizzy xx

Five.

Readers, the images to your right give an indication of some of the immensly stange (but somehow pleasurable) dreams I have encountered.

Dear Dreams,

My oh my.

Everyone says that they forget their dreams as soon as they wake up. I don't. I remember at least one every day. I always dream, too. Most people struggle to dream, but I can't remember the last time I didn't. And I rarely have nightmares either. Thanks for that, btw.
Sometimes you don't make sense. Random people appear that I haven't seen in years. Other times you include people that I have never seen before (although this has been proven scientifically impossible) and I feel that, when I wake up, I should have known who they are. I woke up one night this week with my face screwed up as if I was crying; after having a dream that I got a 'B' for a subject in my GCSE results.
Sometimes you scare me rigid - like this one time that I saw flying saucers outside my bedroom window and David Tennant (dressed as the Doctor) was staring up at me underneath them, gesturing to come outside. So I did, and we ran, red lights and destruction everywhere around us, loud high pitched echoes in the inky blue sky, holding hands after promising we'd never let go; until he was struck down. I stayed with him on that muddy field, rain falling from the heavens, holding his limp body as he died slowly. The last thing he did was give me his sonic screwdriver. I imagined I fell asleep on that field from exhaustion; because when I woke up I thought I was still on that field. Except I wasn't - and my model sonic screwdriver was on my bedside table.
Sometimes you make me wish you were real. Like last night's dream where Hannah Jones and I went to a huge concert - more crowded that you have ever seen (seriously, it was like the population of a whole country) all there to see Eminem rapping on the stage at the front. Hannah and I were in the front row, and he was absolutely epic, and I felt the happiest I have ever felt in my life. He looked at me and everything. I woke up with great disappointment this morning.
Then you drive me completely insane. Like with all the realllllly weird David Tennant ones. I swear I am going crazy. I'm not decribing those ones ;).

Actually, I haven't had one of those David Tennant dreams in a while.. Hint hint.
Also, thanks, dreams, that you haven't given up on the Tenth Doctor thing. I would rip my brains out if I had a Matt Smith one. I'm glad part of my head hasn't noticed that he's regenerated yet.

Regards,

Lizzy xx

Four.

Dear Caroline/Did/Shon/Nat/Every other name under the sun that I have for you,

You are the best sister in the whole entire universe, and I'm not exaggerating. I love you more than I could ever express. You're the only person that knows me completely inside out, and I you. We've had such a laugh. We've been through it all, together. I don't know what I would do without you in my life. I look at some people who are the only child in their household and imagine what it would be like to be in their situation. Except I can't imagine it for one second. Especially because we have no cousins or relatives around our age. The fact that I'm the eldest makes it even better. I love your curious questions about everything. Everything I've already been through that you haven't yet. I'm not saying I'm majorly experienced with everything, but I have an edge compared to you, and I love answering your curious mind. It is my pleasure to advise and warn you about possibilities in the future, making you less scared, worried, naive and gullible. Although, you have always been extremely gullible ;). One thing I don't like about being the oldest sibling, though, is the fact that I have to do everything before you do. I have to plunge into the unknown, whereas you always have some sort of idea about what's coming up ahead, no matter how small. I wish I had that...

Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelovelovelovelovelove,
Lizzy/Biz/Bian/etc.

xxxxxxx

Three.

OMGGGGG 1000 PAGE VIEWS ON DA!!


Dear Mum and Dad,

Thanks for supporting through everything, especially in the past 2 years. I'm sorry I don't help you much in return, but once my exams are over I promise I'll chip in more and pay you back for being there in the hardest times of my life. Thank you for raising me to be who I am, encouraging me to improve my skills and talents, no matter how different they are to your personal achievements. I'm sorry I'm not following an amazingly academic career, even though I'm able to, but I promise that I'll make you proud in the future. Thanks for not being majorly pushy and giving me enough freedom to make my own mistakes and learn from them.

Oh, and Dad, I have 2 exams left. They're the same subject and they're in about a weeks time. Please stop telling me that I need to go up to my room to study for 5 hours a day ;) :L.

With unconditional love,

Lizzy xxx

Two.

Dear Crush-maybe-I'm-not-really-sure-whether-I-like-you-that-way-anymore,

Everytime we meet up it always adds to the tip top of the most funniest moments in my life. There's always something hilarious that becomes our new obsession until the next time we meet. I love you for that. Maybe in a normal really good friend way, or maybe in another way - I'm really not sure at all. I hope that we'll be great friends for the rest of our lives, as you said that we would. Perhaps I will enjoy being with you even more when I am married or taken and not unsure about whether I like you in that way or not, so I won't be so nervous that you'll think that I like you in that way by something stupid I might say. Every time I think of you I smile. I smile at your funny comments and banter. I smile at how you're so very very similar to me. I smile because, although we don't see each other as often as we would like, you are one of my best friends in the world. The only thing is, I don't know whether I like you for something more. I'm so confused.

Love,
Lizzy xx

One.

Yeah, okayy.... it's my second blog in an hour... maybe even half an hour... whatever.

Credit to Hanny.. Sorry, but it's such a good idea and she's 'totally awesome!'

You can either send it to them (anonymously or with your name) or keep them to yourself. On this day you write a letter to:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish you could forgive
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you hugged
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


One.

Dear Besties,

Oh dear, where to begin?
I actually don't have a clue what to say...

Okay....

Since I've known you all, we've had such amazing times. I can't imagine what I would be like now sharing those times with people other than you, and I am so lucky to have such an amazing group of best friends! I will cherish all our memories for the rest of my life (seriously, no kidding - you know what I'm like.) and I hope that, although we're going to take completely different paths in the future, we will stay in touch. Not because we have to stay in touch, but because we want to. I'm really looking forward to all the stuff in store for the rest of our time over the summer, and I hope the fact that we're all taking immensly different subjects doesn't come in between our close friendship...

With lots of love,
Lizzy

xxxx

OMFG.

So yeah.

I'm following Drew Carey on Blogspot.
At least I think it's him. It's pretty convincing.
Jealous much?

Until next time,

deviantART

Hello again Bloggers :)

Just a quick update on my oh-so-interesting life:

- I'm shitting myself about my English Lit exam on Tuesday.
- It's sunny!
- Unfortunately, at the same time as my revision schedules ¬¬
- I seem to be developing a much bigger and more unhealthy obsession with deviantART recently. Probably because my brain wants to escape the 'PANIC! THERE'S EXAMS!' mode. I do spend a lot of time I should be spending revising on these silly little devART contests and stuff that I never win, but I absolutely love doing it anyway and I want more page views ;). Therefore, I have come up with a cool idea to measure the average amount of page views I get per day, starting from today...

Current DevART Page Views: 856.

Until next time.

What's Blogspot again?

Oh, hello.

Woweeeeeee it's been a while.
Not that anyone cares or has been missing my random updates of crappiness.

So yeah, what have I been doing?
Well, not much tbh, just wading through the remaining days of school, a few exams here and there and a lot of revision in the evenings. Supposedly.
I am totally unprepared for RE, Biology and English Lit (Y).

Once study leave comes it will be full on revision dawn til dusk. And then a little bit after dusk.
I can't do little bits at a time. I find it's better when I have a full day of revision of about 4/5 subjects and then I feel like I've actually DONE something.

Tomorrow's the last normal day of school. Ever.
I don't really know what to feel. One part of me is excited and ready to move on. The fact that the school looks insanely young when I walk through the doors is the sign of that. I am getting rather annoyed at petty year 7s, petty arguments and petty rules.
On the other hand, part of me feels upset. After all, I have been there for 5 years and met amazing people that I will never, ever forget. I know it sounds cheesy, but the people in that school have made me who I am today. I am grateful for all the support and great opportunities I have had during my time at Millais, and it will always have a place in my heart. :)
There is also a small part of me that feels numb inside. It's an emptiness, a fear of the unknown and a knowing that it will get a lot harder from here. I just hope it goes alright. (yn )

Wow. Enough of the emotional speech.
Now it's time for RE revision!! :D

¬¬

At least it's only temporary...

Until next time.

April Fool's Gay.

I'm not usually this happy on Thursdays. :)
Finally, it's the holidays. You don't know how glad I am to get away from that place for the next two weeks. Although, there are plenty of remiders that I will encounter for the next fortnight to remind me of that bloody place. In the form of homework. In the form of art exam prep work. In the form of revision.

So, tbh, it's not really a holiday.
Great.

Then it's back to school for 18 days. And then it's all over. Well, not OVER. I still have exams, but y'know what I mean.

:O

As much as I think that place is a shit hole atm, I will miss it. I've had a great past 5 years and have made so many great friends and shared just about as many memories as someone can have in a whole lifetime. That school and the people in it have made me into what I am today.

Thank you, everyone, for being there in the best five years of my life. It wouldn't be right without you.

Wow. Deep.

Now to Microsoft Excel to make a revision timetable.

As I said - that place is a shit hole. ;)

Until next time.

Oh. Em. Gee.

Oh. Em. Gee.

You can't see me.
I'm blending in just like a pine tree (tree?).
I am unseen.
You can't see me.
Cause I'm a ninja nin-ninja ninja nin-ninja. x2

Hey, can't see me.
Am I a bird or am I a tree?
What's flying so high in the ayer (ayer)?
I'm a ninja don't stare (stare).
Fast like the witch is Blair (Blair).
I bet you don't even care.
Here I go there I go
This is my song
Being ninja you gotta be strong
Most of us found in Hong Kong
Where is my automobile now Dong?
Catching everything with my chopstick
Making loud noises with every hit
Moving unseen so fast so quick
I bet you wish you had all my ninja tricks.
OH. EM.... GEE.
Be a ninja like me
Just watch me now and you will see!

Hey we're dressed in black
Just like emos except for the fact
We don't stab ourselves, we stab your backs
It's just our way to sneak attack
We see you coming cause we have wall hacks
Don't come near us or we'll give you a slap
And no sense in running cause we set up a trap
Here comes the slow motion C C C Crap.
Run like me
Hide like me
Don't forget your fatality (FATALITY!)
Dance like a ninja in the club
Even though you'll just look like a scrub
Watch this vid learn something rare (rare)
This movie looks like a square (square)
Just throw your hands in the air (air)
Follow me do the ninja glare!

*cough*

Happy birthday for tomorrow Hannah :).

Until next time.

:|

I really don't know what to say on this thing anymore, tbh.
I would write what I'm feeling, but people would think I'm some sort of attention seeker or something... Because, after all, all I'm here for is to listen and sympathise with other people's problems. As soon as I try to express mine for once in my life, I'm some moaning moody bitch, apparently.

Until next time.

AVPM xD

Good News: Parties this month. Can't bloody wait. I have to have some fun for once. Also, AVPM. It's about the only thing that makes me smile at the moment, apart from my best friends.

"Hey, you."

"Good luck getting off this impenitrable island."

"My little foot. One tiny foot."

"To dance agaaaaaaaaain."

"That is a BOSS Zefron poster."

"Whaaaaaat?! Poller?! How many times do I have to kill you, boy?!"


Bad News:

I dreamt about you the other night. Again.
Get out of my head.

And Mum, Dad - I don't want a bloody summer job. I'll live off my savings instead. Once they've run out, THEN I'll get a stupid job.
Urgh :'(.

Until next time.

Welcome back :)

My friends are back :D:D
Welcome back Hannah J :L
And welcome back Hannah B. Did you have a good time with Connor? :)

Stuff still left to do over the rest of Half Term:
- 2 A3 pieces for Art DONE
- English Catcher Essay I'll do that in the car to London tomorrow. I really cba tonight.
- RE Revision (yeah, right). That'll happen before my lesson on Thursday ;)

Yeah. That'll do. Now I'm off to do some drawing/digital portraits.
And listen to my new Eminem album.
And talk to Hannah on msn.

Until next time.

:D and :/

Guesssss whattttt?

I'VE FINISHED MY ICT COURSEWORK!!
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

And I had my hair cut today, too.

Stuff still left to do over the rest of Half Term:
- 2 A3 pieces for Art
- English Catcher Essay
- RE Revision (yeah, right).

I'm listing a homework to do list on my blog over half term.
How sad is that?!

Until next time.

I got one!!

That dress in the post below is sooooo 2 days ago. :L

I went shopping today and I got the most GORGEOUS dress!! It's red and full length and lovvvvvvvvvely!! I'm not showing anyone til the day :P. I've bought cream accessories to go with it. YAY.

I got my ears pierced today too!! :O
:L

To top it off, I'm getting my hair done tomorrow! Can't wait :).
Cba with coursework atm, so I'll do it later ;).

I'm hungry and tired (I was in Crawley for a solid 5 hours!). So i'm going to go for dinner now and then watch t he brits with Briony round her house on the sofa. If I stay awake, that is.

Yawn.

Until next time.

Prom Dresssssssss

Second post in a day, but I don't care.

I WANT THIS DRESS!
So no stealing :P.

http://www.debenhams.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/prod_10001_10001_008010214333_-1

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

I'm going prom dress shopping on Tuesday with Emma and I CAN'T WAIT!

:D

Until next time.

...

So do your worst
Because you can't cripple my passion.
If I can't draw with my right hand
I'll draw with my left.
If I can't use my hands
I'll learn to draw with my feet.
If those stop working
I'll learn to draw with my mouth.
No broken bones
No harsh words
No string of doubt.
Absolutely nothing
Will keep me from doing what I do.
I will keep creating
Until the day
I die.

Sad huh?

Until next time.

*GUH*

I'm sorry. I couldn't resist ;)

SQUEEE (L)

Maths and science homework tonight. Yipee.
I can't really think of anything else to tell you, so yeah.
That's it.

Until next time.

Episode 6 of 6.

I have just under an hour to finish off my art evaluation in time for Hustle (last of the series :'( ). I'll just about do it, I think.

Skills. (H)

Until next time.


EDITED TO ADD: OMG! Yay! I did it! It's 8:50 pm and I just did 6 sides of art evaluation. :/

I think I may need to lie down.

:)

I'm sorry. But that is just hilarious.
"David!"
"Yeah."
"I've got cake!"
"Woooooohooooo!"

I love that man. (L)

Yesterday I did no coursework whatsoever, so today I suffered the consequences.
Oh well, it hasn't been that bad. Tbh, I'll be SO glad by Friday that I won't have to do any more art or ICT coursework, and only written coursework in Graphics.

Things to do this weeeek:
1. Do english homework for Tuesday
2. Do art evaluation for Tuesday
3. Remember to take art final piece home for last minute completion after the SPA on Tuesday.
4. Go to an ICT SPA on Wednesday (just for a bloody change)
5. Send ICT home with instructions for half term.
6. DRAW :P

And so, at the end of another week, I leave you with this:

'One must always rate cute guys on the scale of one to Tennant' - Anon.

Very wise words indeed.

Until next time.

Again and again.

Guess what. I've been drawing. Again.
I just can't get enough of it.
I'm in such a good mood.

Today was fun. I went to town with the one and only Hannah Jones. :)
I bought a Doctor Who Specials boxset, a blending stump, and vogue magazine.
I know what you're thinking.
Why the hell has she bought that?! LIZZY bought vogue? WTF?
I bought it because I want some photo references to draw from.
I know. It's very, very sad.

And my blending stump (don't even ask what that is) is my new best friend ;)
Sorry Hannah :L

Until next time.

Graphite is Love.

I lovvvvvvvvvvvve drawing. It is my calling.
Recently, because my homework is low, I can't actually stop drawing pictures.
It makes me feel really happy :).

*Pulls an embarrassed face and runs away*

Nothing much is happening in life at the moment, apart from coursework deadlines. Interesting, huh?

I'm off now.
To do some more DRAWING! :D


Until next time.

Taylor Shit.

I swear, if my sister plays Taylor Swift ONE MORE TIME, I'm going to kill something.

I used to think her music was okay, but not when my sister plays the same CD every time she walks into her bedroom.

Grrrrrr.

D:<

Until next time.

Lyrics of my Life (8)

Here are some lyrics that sum up my life at the moment. I know some of them will seem like they don't sound like they relate to me, but not everyone knows everything about me :P.

I wish that when I wake up you're there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you'll stay by side

Sweet Dreams - Beyonce

Another promise, another scene, another
Package not to keep us trapped in greed with all the
Green belts wrapped around our minds and endless
Red tape to keep the truth confined, so come on

Uprising - Muse

Wake up in the morning feeling like LizHilly ;)

Tik Tok - Ke$ha

I was scared, I was scared
Tired and underprepared
But I wait for you

If you go, if you go
Leaving me here on my own
Well I wait for you

Yeah, how long must you wait for him?
Yeah, how long must you pay for him?
Yeah, how long must you wait for him?

In My Place - Coldplay (I like Coldplay, deal with it :P)

Oh no, what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
So I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done.

Trouble - Coldplay

Yo
Same song and dance
Damn everywhere I go
Same song and dance.

Same Song and Dance - Eminem

Sometimes in life you'll fall apart,
Sometimes in life you'll break your heart,
One day you'll realise,
That you'll be alright.

Sometimes - Chipmunk

I Wonder if he knows he's on my radar, on my radar.

Radar - Britney Spears :L

And you can see my heart beating,
You can see it through my chest,
I'm terrified but I'm not leaving,
Know that I can pass this test.

Russian Roulette - Rihanna

I don't know what it is,
That makes me feel like this,
I don't know who you are,
But you must be some kind of superstar.

Superstar - Jamelia

I will pull down a cloud for you,
I will circle the stars and give you one back,
I will walk to the sun for you,
Cause theirs something you do
Thats got me walking on the moon.

Walkin' On The Moon - The Dream feat. Kanye West
Puuuut ittt
In the microwaaaaave
What can we dooo nooow
Go back to beeeed
(Back to bed you bastard!)

The Curry Song

;)

Until next time.

Individuality.

Hello :).

I haven't really done much work today, which I'm regretting tbh.
I will be going to an ICT spa tomorrow to catch up with my coursework.
I am annoying a lot of people. Not purposefully. I can tell they're annoyed with me. For instance, I talk to a few people and then I turn round. Just before I turn round, I can see their heads move closer together, and when I turn back round, they look away. I'm not stupid y'know. I can tell when people are talking about me behind my back. I get it - You think i'm a freak.
Actually, it's called individuality. Go look it up in a dictionary.
That's about the only thing that's getting me down really. Apart from that I'm pretty happy this week. I'm trudging along, waiting for the weekend.
Then I'll be able to have a nice 12 hour sleep, which I desperately need.
Therefore, I'm off to bed early tonight. I might do a little bit of Geography revision, too.

Night All,

Until next time.

P.S - To a friend or two in need, I'm thinking of you :). I hope your situation gets better soon and that you try to ignore what other people say. I usually do. xx

Sugar and spice and all things nice :)

For your entertainment, I have devised a blog post consisting of all my favourite things. :D

1. Favourite colour - lovely aqua/turquoise/teal colours.
2. Favourite drink - Orange Juice and Lemonade.
3. Favourite meal - Lasagne all the way.
4. TV Show - Doctor Who, closely followed by Hustle and the Apprentice. HUSTLE'S ON IN 2 AND A HALF HOURS! :D
5. Favourite celebrity male - Hmm, I don't really know. Maybe DAVID TENNANT! :D
6. Favourite celebrity female - Don't have the foggiest.
7. Favourite comedian - Harry Hill FTW. Followed by Dara O'Briain
8. Favourite school subject - Art :)
9. Favourite animal - Kitty cats
10. Favourite game - Sims 3.
11. Item of clothing - Gotta be fitted t-shirts with a long sleeved top underneath. I don't own many long sleeved tops. Boring huh.
12. Favourite makeup item - Black Pencil Eyeliner.
13. Favourite day - Saturday.
14. Favourite season - Summer.
15. Favourite month - July.
16. Favourite song - Either 'Morning After' by Timbaland OR 'Taking My Ball' by Eminem.
17. Favourite artist - Eminem
18. Favourite place - St. Ives, Oh, the memories :) (L)
19. Favourite Doctor Who episode - I actually don't have a bloody clue. I love every single one <3
20. Favourite cereal - Coco Pops. I'd like to say Honey Nut Shredded Wheat, but I don't like Shredded Wheat much. It's like eating a doormat. Sorry David, I love you really :).

Now you have a more detailed insight into my life. Hope you enjoyed it.

What a complete waste of time.

Until next time.

Weekend :)

I'm with the lovely Hannah Jones :D.
We're going to have a great time.

And we think David is hot stuff.
Hottie Scottie Tottie.

(L)

Over and out.

Until next time.

Puddle of squee.

I'm sorry, but could this man actually get any hotter?

*drools*

That'll be all.

Until next time.

Well done David :)

Basically, both of my science exams are over (thank the lord!) and they went okay. The chemistry one I found easier than the Physics, but i'm trying to forget all about them now until we get our results :).

I have a 1 and 3/4 hour geography exam next friday though, but I'm not too worried about it tbh.

I'm all hyped up right now because David (L) won an NTA award for best drama performance, and Doctor Who won for best Drama. Unsurprisingly, I voted for both, which means that my vote may have been the difference between winning and losing. This however is very unlikely, because DT and Doctor Who won hands down in my opinion(Y).

David, if you're reading (HA! Yeah right.) you SO deserved those awards. Oh, and I love you. Did I mention that?

I'm looking forward to Friday and Saturday with Hannah!! Can't wait :D. ST TRINIANS!!!! *cough*

Things to do before Hannah comes round:
- English composition homework
- Graphics Coursework (although I may do that on Sunday)
- Personal Statement (I'll probably do that on Sunday too)
- Tidy room (that'll never happen)
- Do some of my own research for geography exam
- Go to the dentist tomorrow
- Sign up for parents evening prefect duty
- Burn my science revision notes (not quite literally.... although...)
- Find some money (or borrow some from my parents) to pay for the weekend

Things to do Next Week:
- Remember to go to yoga on monday
- Attend an Art SPA on Tuesday
- Remember to stay after the Art SPA for prefect duty til 5:30
- Go to an ICT SPA (or 2)
- Top up my phone
- Get some make up remover wipes
- Draw something nice :)
- And whatever the hell my head comes up with after I write this.

Until next time.

Mr. Block <3

Urgh. Revision, revision, revision.
Today I did two test papers and another hour and a half from a textbook.
How exciting. Oh well, I suppose it's for a good cause.

I also watched Secret Smile for the first time evr today, following a discussion on the DT forum about it. I decided to take a look. The role he plays is... well.. quite different from the usual, but the was he plays the main character is fantastic, if not a little creepy.

I LOVE BRENDAN BLOCK!
He's rather gorgeous!

... Is that weird?

If you think it isn't, then you've probably either never seen it OR you're as obsessed with David as I am, so you overlook the complete creepiness.

It's weird. I'm seriously tired, and I only got up less than 10 hours ago. I haven't even been out today..

Until next time.

Annoying.

I'm a bit nervous tbh. I don't know what it is, but I think something bad is going to happen in the next few days. I can feel it. :/.

I also feel really cut off too at the moment. I don't know whether it's just me. I feel like I'm annoying people. I bet you anything that the people who just read that sentence are now thinking 'Yes! You are annoying!'. Everyone knows I get irritated about several things - one of my other new years resolutions it to try and control my anger and frustration at the slightest thing. Of course, I do slip up occasionally. I'm only human. I mean, I haven't lashed out or anything (my door's still in-tact ;)), but I do sometimes snap at people. Afterwards I always wish I haden't done it, but sometimes you just can't help it. And I think it's because of this occasional snapping that I can tell people are annoyed with me.

And if you are reading, and you're annoyed with me, please come up front with it. I won't take any offense. I'd prefer you to say it now than let it 'brew' for a while and then something unpleasant will happen.


Or perhaps it's just me being paranoid.

Until next time.

The David Tennant Forum is my life.

Happy Christmas.
Sorry, a little bit late there. :P

Oh, and Happy New Year.
Except mine wasn't all that happy.
David Tennant left Doctor Who. And I cried. A lot.

Right, so nothing much has changed really. Everyone I know is saying 'new year, new decade, new start!'. Yeah, right. Like that's ever going to happen.
I'm stuck in the same life that to be honest isn't very interesting at all. It's so bad that sometimes I can't remember what happened the day before. :/.

My new year resolution is the same as it has been for the past 4 years -
To meet David Tennant.

I will probably never meet this goal until I go to heaven after I have died.
That is a hell of a lot of similar new years resolutions!

School started last monday again, and they're really starting to put the pressure on. Except.. well, they're trying to at least. THANK YOU SNOW!
Seriously. There was absolutely no point in going back at all last week. I spent 3 days solid on the DT Forum apart from getting up to make Craig the snowman.

Oh well, this week is meant to run as normal. In some ways, I'm glad cause I'm getting pretty annoyed at the snow now, because it isnt really snow at all. It's ice. And getting icy-er. The buses arent running and my parents refuse to take me into school, so I have taken to walking to school.


Oh, the thrill of going to school and not knowing whether you'll be in A and E by the end of the day.

Until next time.